If you missed the first part of these series, go HERE, and don't forget this series is culled from Kanyinulia's blog.
I was thinking, ‘is what I’m about to do right? Can I live with my friend and myself afterwards? What if Tola and I have a misunderstanding in the future? What if my boyfriend Niyi hears about my little escapade? What if kunle can’t deliver has promised by Tola? Oh boy, that will be a disaster! On the other hand, if I go through with this act maybe I’ll find release from this sexual frustration I’ve always been in, then I can be sure nothing is wrong with me and I can also find myself and discover my body sexually I signed, so many ‘what ifs’ and regrets before the actual act.
These are my thoughts after my dear friend Tola has convinced me to have one night stand with her soon to be ex boyfriend Kunle and today is the D-day! It’s a Friday and the time is 5p.m and kunle is due to be here by 6p.m, Tola has been out since morning but promised to be back by 4.30pm but it’s 5p.m now and I’m beginning to get nervous, “maybe she’s having second thoughts or changed her mind” I said aloud to myself then I heard the sound of a car driving into the compound, I ran to the window my heart beating faster than the normal rate and looked out, it is my friend driving in indeed, my heart did a somersault as I watched her get out of her car.
I went back to my seat and try to pretend I was cool, three minutes later my friend entered. ‘What’s up girl? Sorry I’m late the traffic na die, hope you are set for a sexual breakthrough?’ she said, I was relieved that she hasn’t changed her mind I was also worried that she still want to go through with her insane idea’ I’m as ready as I can be’ I told her, ‘Don’t worry, Dr. kunle will soon be here to help you out of your misery’ she said.
